Friday, May 25, 2012
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Thursday, May 10, 2012
Think to death (let me vent edition)
Cold world, hot tempers
Bad dreams, hot flashes and cold shivers
Mind consistently pacing, thoughts deeper than the largest river I wonder…
Be still west, deep breaths
Time consuming that shit is, yea that shit lives
With a life of its own, my thoughts transform
My thoughts they form, brand new thoughts that form more thoughts of their own
Old thoughts I laid to rest become thoughts reborn
Before I could arrange a wake, before I had time to mourn
Yea they pour down harder than the hardest of storms
Save me from me before I think to death
While I think about what’s left
The wrong thoughts turn into bad decisions as I’m left to clean up the mess…
Then think about what’s next
I can’t rest in peace though I think to death
I thought I was blessed, but I think I’m stressed
I think about relief which makes me think about sex
Which makes me think about my ex
The reason I was left, left to clean up the mess
I think I no longer want to keep this concealed so I confess
But the same thoughts I just revealed make me think that I regret, regret
That emotion alone is hard to swallow, impossible to digest
I’ve somehow lost my life to these thoughts
Rest in peace west…you think to death
Cold world, hot tempers
Bad dreams, hot flashes and cold shivers
Mind consistently pacing, thoughts deeper than the largest river I wonder…
Be still west, deep breaths
Time consuming that shit is, yea that shit lives
With a life of its own, my thoughts transform
My thoughts they form, brand new thoughts that form more thoughts of their own
Old thoughts I laid to rest become thoughts reborn
Before I could arrange a wake, before I had time to mourn
Yea they pour down harder than the hardest of storms
Save me from me before I think to death
While I think about what’s left
The wrong thoughts turn into bad decisions as I’m left to clean up the mess…
Then think about what’s next
I can’t rest in peace though I think to death
I thought I was blessed, but I think I’m stressed
I think about relief which makes me think about sex
Which makes me think about my ex
The reason I was left, left to clean up the mess
I think I no longer want to keep this concealed so I confess
But the same thoughts I just revealed make me think that I regret, regret
That emotion alone is hard to swallow, impossible to digest
I’ve somehow lost my life to these thoughts
Rest in peace west…you think to death
I need you
I need you, now more than I ever have in the past
To give me back what was taken in the aftermath
My sanity, my self respect, I need you..
I need you to once again set me straight
I need you to come to terms with the fact that you were the mistake
Heart beyond shattered, pieces that can’t be put back into place yes..
I do, for everything worth needing I, need you
I need you to need me less
Needless, to say until you can clean up this mess
I need you to let me live
May I spread my wings and recognize my true potential
May I add my pain to the tab along with other incidentals
I…Swear I need you
To tell me when I can release you
To give me many reasons to break free from you
You were beyond wrong but it wouldn’t feel right not to need you
So for the sake of needing, its clear that I need you to remind me that I can do better for you are so not my equal
I need you to let go, to detach
To give me piece of mind, give me old fantasies back
Let me get drunk with the possibilities of what could have been but are now irrelevant
I need, for the sake of needing…
For every naïve thought I felt was worth thinking
For every restless night I tossed and turned dreaming
For every meaningless word deserving meaning..I need you
I need you, yes…I need you
To let me, need me just a little bit more
To pay attention to an inner voice once ignored
She will be loved, she will be heard
She will speak freely and mean every word
She will need no one but God and herself to get through, whatevers left of life
But tonight, I need you
I need you, now more than I ever have in the past
To give me back what was taken in the aftermath
My sanity, my self respect, I need you..
I need you to once again set me straight
I need you to come to terms with the fact that you were the mistake
Heart beyond shattered, pieces that can’t be put back into place yes..
I do, for everything worth needing I, need you
I need you to need me less
Needless, to say until you can clean up this mess
I need you to let me live
May I spread my wings and recognize my true potential
May I add my pain to the tab along with other incidentals
I…Swear I need you
To tell me when I can release you
To give me many reasons to break free from you
You were beyond wrong but it wouldn’t feel right not to need you
So for the sake of needing, its clear that I need you to remind me that I can do better for you are so not my equal
I need you to let go, to detach
To give me piece of mind, give me old fantasies back
Let me get drunk with the possibilities of what could have been but are now irrelevant
I need, for the sake of needing…
For every naïve thought I felt was worth thinking
For every restless night I tossed and turned dreaming
For every meaningless word deserving meaning..I need you
I need you, yes…I need you
To let me, need me just a little bit more
To pay attention to an inner voice once ignored
She will be loved, she will be heard
She will speak freely and mean every word
She will need no one but God and herself to get through, whatevers left of life
But tonight, I need you
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